An Open Letter From Speaker Gerald Polley
God's Candidate For The Presidency Of The United States In 2,012
To The World

01-08-02 AJ

    Our old friend Alice comments,

    "If the Kingdom of Heaven is what you say it is, and everyone that dies is reduced to some political person over there, I do not want any part of that place. When I die I will be having fun and not care about the Earth or politics. I'd want to go fishing with my dad. So what is two year old Caylee's spirit doing talking like you do about politics and writing to Washington DC for you ? All Caylee should be doing is coloring in a coloring book and playing games on the other side with other little kids, not joining you in the exact same political views like some 40 year old congress woman."

    Caylee answers,

   Dearest one, I feel you are like another mother to me!  Yet you do not understand how much what you have said hurts me.  I dream of being in The Afterlife!  But I am half way between life and death.  I am not in The Kingdom Of God. I am in the material world, trapped here 'til father can repair enough of the damage that I can stay in The Kingdom Of God without being in agony.  I want to do some of the joyous things that other children that visit tell me about.  I want to swim with the dolphins.  I want to fly with the eagles.  I want to dash across the plains on the back of a lion.  There's no coloring books in The Kingdom Of God, they have far too much fun doing other things.  But I cannot have any of that.  And if father fails, I never will. If the human race dies, I will die with it.  So I am thankful for the opportunity to carry God's messages, that I have the power to be a bridge between God The Father and the one I want so much to be my father.  I exist for those things that you speak of.  
    It is my greatest desire to sit in a boat and have someone teach me to fish.  Of course the fish aren't real, but they feel real.  That's what everybody tells me.  Because of hate I can't do those things.  However, I'm in hopes father Gerald can make it so I can.  If I become flesh and blood, if I carry his power, some day I can enter that place.  Of course I won't be a child any more, but I still might want to do those things that children do.  
    You will have your desires.  It will be there for you, if father succeeds.  But I don't think you'll be one of those that sits idle.  I don't think it's in your nature.  I think you'll have somebody to watch over, cherish and protect and try to keep in the right way for eight hours a day.  And then you'll do all the fun things that people like to do. I do not think that when a child cries you will not answer.  I just don't think that's you.  I don't think you could exist like that.  Very few can, and they're considered quite mad, quite insane.  
    I wish you would understand.  I do what I do because I want to survive.  And I want others to survive.  I don't want other little girls being driven into what I have become.  I know it's hard to understand, if you're not here, if you're not me, it's very difficult.  I must run and hide every day.  The brief moments I pass through The Kingdom Of God I long so much to stay and be safe!  It is so hard to put into words that you can understand.  I came so close to losing it all and once I gave it all up to help father.  Then I was given another chance.  I have been given far more chances than any other has ever  been given, yet am I deserving?  I don't know!  However, I have to do what I'm doing.  
   I am driven by things that you cannot possibly understand, by desires beyond your comprehension.  When father heals me I pick up some of his talents, I pick up some of his strengths.  I also pick up some of his understanding.  I am rambling on.  But I want you to understand.  We talk about the bad things that are going wrong, we wish we could talk more about the good things.  The Kingdom Of God is beyond all understanding.  It is beyond the greatest joy that anyone has ever encountered.  The horror of anyone losing it is beyond anything that can be endured!  I thank God, I thank Our Father for what I am, for what I have an opportunity to be.  I bless Him because He has a friend, a friend that has sworn to protect His children forever.  I am so very, very glad he made that oath, so very glad!  Do not rebuke us because we fight!  Do not say that it is wrong.  I want the children of Earth to survive so I can share Heaven with them.  Please understand!  

A Daughter Of God
Who Went Astray
But Is Being Lovingly Cared For
And Restored To Eternal Life

    You can contact Speaker Gerald Polley at P.O. Box 392, Ellsworth, ME 04605, (207) 812-1621 and spiritist@yahoo.com