June 7, 2,006
Disappointment
Gerald's six month check up for his heart operation didn't go
as well Monday as we would like. He's put sixteen pounds back on
which has to be gotten off, so we're going to have to work even
harder on that. Things got a little bit out of control with Linda
in the hospital and everything. He wasn't paying attention like
he should. It is incredible how fast you can put it back on if
you get careless, and how damn hard it is to take it off! But
it's something that has to be done. Also, the doctor wanted
Gerald to change medications. Unfortunately, the prescription
assistance doesn't provide that blood pressure medication, and we
simply can't afford it. So we're going to have to concentrate on
keeping away from the salt. Hopefully getting the weight back off
and avoiding the things we're not supposed to have will help
without the medication.
Jesus keeps having us check our email every morning. He seems to
be looking for something and is disappointed because it hasn't
come. But He won't tell us what it is He's expecting.
Many of our associates have simply given up. Though they are
still working with us and doing what they can, they believe Our
efforts are in vain, that mankind is finished and there is
nothing We can do. We're simply too stubborn to accept such a
possibility! Defeat is not a word that exists in our vocabulary.
Literally, there are no words in The Old Haven language for
defeat, or, surrender! It is a thought that never was considered
by Them, and that is one aspect of Their character that we still
possess.
The fighting around The Vatican continues to be intense. It is
the only word we can use to describe it. The Angelic Forces have
offered to help the demons supporting Us, but the demons have
said "No! Stay out of this! We want to deal with it!"
So their wishes are being obeyed, though many would like to get
into the fray. Our allies want this battle. They consider it
personal, so We'll let them have it! The Kingdom Of God using the
666 phenomena to draw power and attack Their adversaries.
Absolutely nothing that can be used is being neglected . The
fight continues. We did have a bit of good fortune the 5th,
however. We found two sets of matching sheets and pillowcases at
the second hand store for $14.00. For the first time since we
have been married we have matching sheets that actually fit the
bed! Linda also got 3 CDs for $3.00 with songs from the 60s,
almost all our favorites, and, a stuffed animal. We consider
these our anniversary gifts to ourselves. Pretty good for around
$19.00! Love these thrift stores!
Illustration from the upcoming book "Dimensions Beyond" by Linda J. Polley.