V23 N2 P34

There is so much I need to tell you. I have stolen the ability to communicate as an adult so I am not sure if I say things the right way. I have never been a grown up. I have never been an adult, so there are many things I do not understand that I cannot relate to. But I must beg of you, please, please don't destroy me! I have to make you understand.
Because I was angry at mother and you and grandmother I did a very terrible thing. I haven't been doing very well. But because God has such wondrous power I have been brought to people that are His servants and they are taking care of me, and I am doing better. It is hoped that a way can be found to give me eternal life. Mr. Polley, God's greatest servant on Earth, is doing all in his power to help me. But if you hurt yourself, if you harm yourself because of me I won't be able to bear that. It will be too much, and I will have to ask Mr. Polley to give me peace, the only peace I can have if I cannot get you to help me. You mustn't, you mustn't even think of hurting yourself again. It will destroy me! There is no question, there is no doubt. If mother claims another victim it will destroy me, without question. So please, please protect me. Don't think of doing anything like that again!
There are ways you can help me. It will be hard because I know you love mother, and it would be difficult. But you would actually be saving her if you do what I ask. Because unless she fulfills my wishes she will be destroyed forever. I wrote a letter to grandmother and sent it to First Lady Laura Bush asking her to bring it to her, bear witness to The Polleys and bring God's power with it. Mrs. Bush refused. She rejected Jesus and drove Him away because Mr. Polley will not say that it's all right for men to do things with boys. I still desperately need to get my letter to grandmother. I have now asked Mr. Kevin at KROQ in Los Angeles to get a copy from Mr. Polley and bring it to grandmother. Perhaps if you call him and ask him to do what God asks it might encourage him to do so. He would not only bring the letter but he would bring the wonderful power that the people of Los Angeles are giving me and it would be added to the power of the people in Florida, giving me much more hope. Perhaps you could ask the people in Florida to raise money to help Mr. Kevin come to Florida so the people he works for would approve of it.
There's something I desperately need from grandmother in order to survive. I would need it from two other women besides. But if I was to get it from grandmother there would be almost a 100% chance that what we need to do would succeed, but I will not even ask her for that until she has done what I ask in the letter. Again I beg of you, don't destroy me! Don't ever think of hurting yourself again! That would finish me! I will admit I am angry because you defend mother, but you are her father and that I can forgive. But if she destroys you too, I cannot forgive that. I could not bear that! And I hope you understand.
I have to go now. I have to go talk to The King Of Saudi Arabia. God comes to me every day and tells me what He wants to say to him then I tell Mr. Polley so it doesn't hurt Mr. Polley so much to receive God's messages. Everybody says I'm becoming really important, that I am a rallying cry in the battle to save mankind. People are saying "If we can save Caylee, we can save mankind!" I often think I am asking too much, and that I should simply leave and not be such a burden on people. But while I am useful I will do my best. But I ask you to protect me. I ask you never to think of hurting yourself again, because you know if you do that will destroy me. I would much rather have you around to come and visit me if I become Mr. Polley's real daughter. That would make me joyous! If you help me that might happen. They can do such incredible things!