Our victory day before yesterday came at a high price. Right in
the middle of our efforts Linda decided to throw one of her "I need attention"
tantrums, centered around John Lennon. She managed to take us out
of the fight and cripple several of our efforts. We could have defeated
perhaps two more senators, and for sure, another governor if the power
had not been cut off. Linda's actions have totally enraged John.
He says "Enough is enough! I can't deal with this bitch!" We
can keep what material we have up on the web sites, but we will get no
more, and we cannot ever publish or record any of the music he has given
us. Months of work are gone, tremendous effort totally wasted.
But John says he will have nothing, whatever, to do with Linda any more!
This is the third time she has caused problems centered around him and
he simply cannot deal with it any more. He cannot be the center of strife
between us, so he is cutting all contact with Linda.
This is going to profoundly effect our Work. All we have left
now is the "Here's Jesus!" effort. John appreciates all the support
he has gotten from his friends. This was just beginning to come alive,
but he simply cannot deal with Linda any more. She has chosen to
break the relationship, she has caused too much trouble over him, and it
can't go on. We simply do not know what we are going to do from here.
Most of our work was based on John's music and we don't have it any more,
we're forbidden to use it. We'll keep you advised on other things.
Of course we will continue with reports on John's Apostleship. There
may be a possibility that John will allow others to record some of his
new music, but not us, especially not Linda. He absolutely forbids her
to even make any more demos. I don't know what else to say!
Everything I have worked for for years is gone. We had so many hopes
and dreams but nothing will ever make Linda happy. She always has
to have something to fuss about, something to be upset about, something
to worry about. Everything can be wonderful but there always has
to be problems. She made one problem too many. John has
come back twice. He will not come back again.