March 27, 2,004
A Little Bit Better

Things here are not good. Fell at work Friday, first thing in the morning, and had to work the rest of the day with a sore arm. John Lennon went absolutely berserk! I cannot describe it! He was screaming and throwing things. Even Mary had a hard time controlling him. But among the ranting and raving there were some things that were coherent. He kept saying "Where are those that are supposed to take care of them? Where are those that are supposed to be there? It's way past time!   I can't take any more of this! I can't see them like this. It isn't right! God knows, it isn't right! Everybody else has so much. The Democrats cheat and break the law. People throw their money away at them. Yet no one will help Us, no one will support Us! It isn't right! It isn't right, God, it isn't right! Somebody has to do something." It went on like this over and over again for eight or nine hours. People were terrified to come near his house! They could feel the rage, they could feel the anger. It was simply appalling! Finally it burnt itself out and John went back to his usual depression, and Mary was able to quiet him down so he could rest. The serenading began again. But John got up when the people arrived and screamed "Don't sing "Remember The Springtime" any more. It's gone, it's finished! That is over. That is done. Do not sing that any more!" So the crowd switched to "Mighty Man," and are not singing "Remember The Springtime" any more.  Talk about a temper! When this man lets loose, he lets loose!  Then, we got some good news that elevated John's feelings, gave him some hope.
This is overwhelming us. We need John back, we need him back in the fight.  People are scared we may lose John permanently. I don't think it's a possibility. I wouldn't worry about it. I don't think he could suffer the second death. He's come too far, he's done too much. But even the possibility, even the fear passing around The Afterlife is crippling many, making it difficult for Them to function. And They're doing all in Their power to give John all the support They can. But Those in The Afterlife can do little, now. It's up to the living.   Somehow we must make them believe, believe in John, and believe in what he has done.

March 28, 2,004

Things with John are going a little bit better.  He does not want me to go to work tomorrow.  My arm is still bad, considerably bruised.  But I'm afraid I have to go.  Until we have financial support the bills have to be paid, and we don't want to lose the ground we have gained.  John is not happy, he's not happy at all.  He wants us to have workers, there's dozens of projects he wants people to help us with.  Somehow we've got to get the support we need, but we simply don't know how!  We have done so much, but it just doesn't seem to impress anyone.
Mary has actually gotten John to do some Work!  He went through three or four appointments his aides were working on, with Mary's help, and approved them.  I don't think anybody's going to object to that!  Mary's trying to ease him into doing a little bit more Work all the time, but he will stop, from time to time, and just begin to cry, then a few minutes later go back to what he was doing.  Mary continues her vigil.  There's lots of other things she should be doing, but she stays with John.  That is how important he is to Everyone.

FOOTNOTE:  Did have some good luck today!  Finally got to Saver's, a local second hand store.  Linda got a pair of shoes for $2.00, I got two pair for $16.00 and we got two nice suitcases for $18.00 that the handles pop up out of and you can roll around.  So the next time we go on a trip we won't have to borrow the neighbor's and we can take more.  Don't know what we'd do without that place!  Next weekend we hope to fulfill a couple of other of our needs.  Like I say, we don't want to lose the ground we've gained.  But finding some of the things that we really needed is a definite help.

March 29, 2,004

Kingdom Of God wanted me to mention that They support the election results in Taiwan.  They believe the President won fairly, and that They also believe that the opposition that is making so much of a row is controlled by the mainland, by the communists, and that the American government should support the Taiwan administration.

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TWISTING THINGS AROUND

We were recently emailing to The Methodists, telling them that Jesus requested they leave their churches, or the churches that accepted homosexuality, anyway.  We got a very nasty letter from a lady that said we were teaching hate, and that we weren't following Biblical principles.  We sent her these two Bible verses, 1 Corinthians 5: 9-13 and 1 Corinthians 6: 9-11, and explained we were teaching separation from evil, not hate.  Her reply was "You're twisting everything around, taking things out of context!  Those verses don't mean that."  Our answer was, "What do they mean then?"  She has not written since.  There are none so blind as those who will not see.

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