We are beginning this email with a request from God to each and every one that receives it. God wants to know "What do you want? I need you for a year. I need you to put everything you have into Demetrius' presidential campaign. What do you want? What do you want in return? What is the one cause We can stand for that would give Us your absolute support, that would give Us your absolute committment? What can I give you? What do you want? I would like each of you to respond to me, to give me an answer. What is it you want from me to do my will, to fulfill my desires, to do what you know is right to do? I am not above doing for my children if it is within my power, giving them a just reword for their labors. Tell me what you want!"
Gerald was very surprised Wednesday night, a while after he went to bed that John Lennon came to him and said he needed one of his crying times, that everything that had been happening with Gerald was really depressing him, and he needed a body to let go of some of his sorrows. Was Gerald up to it? "Might actually make me feel better!" Gerald answered. So as soon as Linda came to bed Mary Marie, John's spiritual wife joined them, and John took possession of Gerald's body for a while and had his cry. Those who do not do the things that we do cannot possibly understand the bonds between us. To be so trusted by someone that he will share with you his deepest sorrows, his deepest fears, his deepest pain, and use your form to release his grief. It is something that others simply cannot understand because they have no common reference point. It is still so hard to believe that this incredible hero that has literally saved Heaven and Earth is so wounded, so damaged. If not for the drugs, what would he be capable of, if he can do these things now?
Of course Everybody knows John's greatest pain, and he doesn't mind Gerald talking about it. With all he has accomplished, with all he has done, with all he continues to do he cannot save the one person in the material world that he wants with all his desire to save the most. He knows that person is lost to him forever, and the grief is almost unbearable for him. Yet he continues to do his great work. But if he was free of that pain again, what more could he do? Gerald asked John's spiritual wife if she was ever jealous. "Never!" she answered. "How could anyone ever be jealous of a love so beautiful, so sincere, and so deep? All that I desire is that John's wishes be fulfilled and that someday my sister can be here with him, and we can all share Heaven together."
It is hard to put what we do in words, sometimes. Though to us they are very simple things, every day things, things that we do without even thinking. Perhaps this is one of the negative things. We should feel the wonder of what we're doing, feel the glory of what we do. But to us it's just part of the caring for each other, part of the nurturing of each other. If John needs a place to cry Gerald is more than willing to give him one! And by the way, it did help Gerald feel better!
We were thrilled Wednesday when Linda did the usual search on Gerald's name to see if there were any new articles about his campaign on the internet using our Yahoo toolbar search. A fantastic page came up with all kinds of praises for John's new music! It's just a delight! And people say nobody likes it! Here's the link.

The Kingdom Of God sends its congratulations to the prosecutors in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania for exposing the connections of a Catholic priest, Joseph Sica, to a casino owner who is connected to organized crime! This supposedly sanctified man lied to a grand jury saying he had no relationship with this individual, when there is a long public record of such a relationship. This is precisely the kind of thing that The Kingdom Of God wants, the more of it the better! The more evil that the priesthood is doing that can be exposed, the better The Kingdom Of God likes it. Some people might not understand that, but that's what They want. If anybody knows anybody who's keeping a priest's secrets, tell them "For God's sake, speak out!"
The fighting against the creatures of Darkness has been rather sporatic. For some reason they are trying to mass on every so called psychic in California that is outside the Los Angeles barriers. So rather than one horrendous battle there have been little ones all over the state! The only thought that anyone has is they're trying to get these psychics to rise against Gerald, to attack him, to speak against his presidential campaign. We can't figure out what else they'd be up to. But it's very frustrating for Gerald not to be able to take the field, not to go out spiritually and join in the battles. But it has been forbidden. He's to stay snug and safe in his body until his strength returns, and it's driving him crazy! Of course he hasn't got far to be driven! The return of Jimmy Kimmel has been a tremendous relief. Having Kevin & Bean back on the air has been a good boost too. Kimmel isn't quite flowing at full level yet. We need a good kick. Jesus has been sending him gags and begging him to use them. Even The Lord Of Heaven has His secret little desires!

An investment in knowledge always pays the best interest. ( Benjamin Franklin )