Where I was fired because a waitress kicked me and I told her off we are moving back to Maine. We don't know when we'll have access to the inernet again, but we'll try to do the magazine and put it up as fast as we can. Hopefully in a couple of months we'll be reestablished and things will be flowing...hopefully! It's all in here!

Well, we've come to the end of an era! No more life stories. Where we're putting everything that's happening directly in the magazines now we don't get a chance to save anything for the cover. One of my dear friends once said "Gerald, I wish my life was as interesting as yours." I told him he had no conception of what he was saying. Sometimes I wished very much that my life was far less interesting! Actually, there's been many times I wished very much it was downright boring! But we can't always have what we want, and you have to take things as they come. However, I do not appreciate taking what's going on right now, completely unacceptable! Everything that is going wrong is basically the result of ignorant people that think they're funny. I will tell you most certainly I have no use for such people! I would like to dig a very deep hole and put most of them in it then cover it up! Of course you can't, but I live by the sure and certain knowledge that eventually people like that will die. They'll find out what crap they are, suffer for awhile, and then go poof forever. A good many of them think that Jesus is going to save them. Unfortunately men who wanted to have sex with boys have driven Jesus away, and We're trying desperately to find a replacement. Life goes on, for a while, anyway, if We can repair the damage. If not it will slowly ebb away and disappear. We're immortal souls. We can leave any time We want to. It's only because We love Our children that We are putting up with this crap. Our stubbornness is legendary! However, there are limits.
We will continue to fight. We simply do not like to lose. It's not Our way. We'll keep spreading the truth. Nobody wants it, but We'll keep spreading it, and We'll figure out what to put on the cover in the future. But We will end this series with some comments from one of my dearest friends. He was a man of color and he said "Gerald, don't ever call me an African American. I have nothing to do with Africa, other than that my ancestors were kidnapped from there by cruel and abusive people that considered themselves God's chosen and had no conception of God, whatsoever. I want you to always remember that. Those that claim to know God and do evil don't know Him, never will know Him. They'll never get to see Him. They'll burn away in hell to nothingness. And I believe in Hell. Do all in your power to make this world a place where every man can live and reach his potential. You already have that spark. You don't look at color, you look at the person. That's why I like you. Always continue to be what you are. Don't change to please others."
I'll admit I'm cantankerous, sometimes bad tempered, but I'm always just. I will hold a grudge when someone's wronged me, until that wrong is made right. But I won't be abusive. I'll express my opinion and I won't let somebody tell me I can't. I'll also let other people express theirs, most of the time. There are some things I will not have spoken of in my house. Any man that says his race is better than other races doesn't stay near me, and any man that says it's all right to be intimate with other men better leave my house in a hurry! There are limits! And in my presence those limits better not be crossed if you want to stay a friend of mine. There are some things that are not tolerated. If a person wants to hate he hates far away from me, because I work for God, and God doesn't hate anybody. Those who offend Him He puts out, and has nothing to do with them any more, and I follow His practice. God never destroys anyone, they destroy themselves by separating themselves from Him, then they are devoured by their hate, lust, and greed. That's why I won't have it around me. That's what's made my life! Some people don't like it, but I don't think I'll ever change.
Because I'm a servant of God, a good friend of His. My family wishes I was a worshipper of His, but I don't see what the difference is. I'd rather be His friend. It's much more fun!
You know, I've always lived by that man's advice. I think he was one of the wisest men that I ever met. I have gotten good advice from the members of every race, from every creed, but it always has a similar line. Do as much good for others as you can and somehow, some way, that good will come back to you. You might not see it sometimes, but it will.