of Truth is hard, for it must be won through
those barriers of emotion that would make us turn aside. But Truth is
Light, and if you keep seeking It, you will never fear the Darkness.'"
161 For more than an hour he read on. "I think we'd better get up,"
suggested Bullet, "and get dressed."
162 "My mother was wrong," sighed the woman. "They don't teach that you
should be emotionless, only that you must control your emotions. I
think our people have alot of misconceptions about what they believe.
I've got to find some paper and pencils. As we work I want to write
down what happens to me, how my feelings change, as I learn The Truth.
It might be important."
163 It WAS important. Five seasons later she put all of her notes into
a book called HOW MY HEART WAS CHANGED, By, A Former Daughter Of The Oneness.
164 And because of it, many came over to The Worship of The Lords. But
MORE important, the doubts of many of The Children Of Spirit were taken
away, and their faith became even stronger.
165 Many asked that the woman put her name to her work. "Surely," they
insisted , "those things she did in the past have been forgiven. Let
her be known."
166 But the woman refused. "Let my name not abide in The Book Of Life,
though my Spirit shall be among you. I am happy with my sisters and my
mate, and with our children. Let the work I have done be remembered,
not my name."
167 And though she wrote many articles and spoke to carefully selected
visitors, she would never go public. But for now, her and Bullet were
far too busy to worry about the future.
168 They raided almost daily. Apparently The Hoods were unaware that they
had captured the records from The Golden Key. Somehow a fire had gotten